25 April 2026

Swimming / pool

 Swimming -- the last of my trio of verse journals -- was written between Memorial Day 1974 & 15 sept of that year.

r.j.s. publishd an edition of "about 235 copies" in 1976. my bibliography states that "about 190 copies" had hand-paintd covers by Mary Ann Begland with another 40 copies lacking the cover.

earlier this month I began work on a book project & needed to consult Swimming. in my search for a copy I discoverd 100 copies of the title page which the publisher gave me.I had totally forgotten abt them.

most of the poems in the book centerd on my use of the swimming pool at my home in Twin Lakes OH. I now live in a condo in Palm Springs CA & swim every morning. I knew I had to bring the me of then together with the me of 52 years later.

so I got out of bed on this my 83rd birthday at 4:44 & did my morning exercises. I squeezd half a homegrown grapefruit. after scrolling thru a surprising amount of online greetings I had a spoon of Hemet honey. then I slippd into my white Armani speedo. I put on my Monterey Bay Inn bathrobe with one of "85 Envelopes" in one pocket & a page from Gildzen at 50 that I used in my piece "Gildzen at 80" in the other. I grabbd the pile of title pages & my Blue Moon towel & walkd to pool #8. I circled the pool with the pages. then I went in for my swim. afterward I gatherd the pages & dried off. then I walkd down the street to El Jefe for my usual saturday breakfast & I gave my server Ricky the first of the pages.






16 March 2026

my guys

 from time to time I take an interest in certain men. I hesitate to call it obsession because of the negative connotation of that term. more so fascination.

currently there are 2 who intrigue me. Carlos Alcaraz (even tho I know naught abt tennis nor care to) & Jacob Elordi whose performance as the Creature in the current "Frankenstein" feels destined to become a classic.


they seem to be everywhere on social media & in the press. each in his own way is attractive but there also is an intelligence which charms me. & a dedication to the work.

within 24 hours each sufferd big career losses. I suspect the level of grace both bring to these disappointments will help define their characters. they are both in their 20s & already have tasted celebrity. one presumes their fame will continue to grow. & how they handle it will be part of who they become. I hope I will be able to continue to find them attractive.

21 February 2026

"boulabaise"

we contain a reservoir of data. & sometimes a word will emerge from that & fly onto my lips .  this is from this morning. 

04 January 2026

Palm Springs International Film Festival

 here are a couple of photos I took at last nite's awards gala.

in both actresses hold their Chihuly-designd award while hugging their presenter.


                                Amanda Seyfried & Ethan Hawke



                                Kate Hudson & Rob Marshall