"For Jim Provenzano's 19th Birthday" is one of my best-known poems.  it's even been translatd into Greek by no less than 
Dinos Christianopoulos . it was written in 1980 when I was smitten by an attractive student whose talents (actor/dancer/writer/artist) were as estimable as his good looks.  I was responsible for what I think was his first publication when I printd his portrait of James Dean with my poem "Autobiographical Fragment" as a broadside. Jim wd housesit when I took trips.  sometimes we watchd movies together.  at 37 I was -- even then -- "the older man."  there was no romance & when he left Kent State we lost touch.  but years later we reconnectd & happily we're now friends.
Jim has become a famous commentator on 
gay sports & an increasingly important 
novelist.  I send him this on his special day.
 
FOR JIM PROVENZANO’S 43rd BIRTHDAY
there is a beauty 
abt an old book
creases & dog ears   
a poet’s teeth marks
once hot phone number   
now forgot
half a snapshot 
stuck between chapters
even a chocolate smudge
it all adds up
to a life
2 comments:
"there is a beauty
abt an old book"
So true, so true...
I've been sorting and getting rid of books, because I finally decided there were too many and there is no more space for more shelves.
It is so hard to do.
Do I really need my freshman year copy of Moby Dick?
Yes.
Can I give away any book by Peter DeVries?
No.
Can I part with any of the Paul Austers?
No way.
Maybe the Lovecraft? OK.
Do i really need two copies of A Confederacy of Dunces?
Yes, because they are two different editions.
Will I read The Go Between again someday for the 10th or 11th time?
Probably.
What is this note, this photo, this ticket stub, boarding pass, restaurant card, picture of a saint with someone's birth and death date on the other side, foreign currency, etc. stashed inside?
And then repeat, hundreds of times,
"Will I ever read that book again?
No, but maybe."
Maybe I should find a bigger house.
Moi
Moi -- not so long ago I reread "Confederacy of Dunces" for the 1st time in eons. I laughd so hard.
one lovely thing abt getting older is that I've forgoten so much. so it was like reading Toole for the 1st time.
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