reflections of the dance

 from 11th anniversary concert of Nickerson-Rossi Dance

"Antipodism"

 sometimes writing poems

is like foot juggling

I try to remember

Lou Bogert performing 

at the county fair

when I was a boy

& he was on his back

balancing balls

on soles of his feet

writing this

I see myself

on my back

legs flailing 

in anticipation

of contact

with word balls

such a silly scene

seems perfect

for a poem

Tom Shales (1944-2024)

 another shock. in recent years I lost touch with Tom. but he was a meaningful person in my life.

film historian David H. Shepard introduced me to Tom & we had an immediate rapport. his wit & intelligence made him ever so likable. & at that time he was a cute twink as well. our flirtation didn't last long but our friendship grew. he of course became the best known television critic in the country. I believe he was the first tv critic to ever win the Pulitzer. with age he became a darker figure. but I can never forget laughing with him. the young Tom will forever be in my catalog of dear boys.

this is the only photo I have with him. it's not the best. & of course you don't even see my face. it was taken at the only Kennedy Center Honors I attended. & it was sweet Tom who got me a ticket because he knew how much I loved Stephen Sondheim who was being honord that nite.

send in the clowns

 I grew up knowing 2 clowns.

first there was Rollins the Clown. I recall few details of him. somehow my parents met him. we'd visit he & his wife in their small & messy house. they seemd old to me then. my major memory of that place were the plaster pieces they made. one that hung on the wall was the head of what mite've been a Persian prince. I remember being quite taken by his turban. I don't think we ever bought one. now I wish we had. I'm pretty sure I never saw him in his clown persona & can't be certain he ever made a living as one.  years later I askd Dad abt Rollins' clownness & he was unable to recall details.

then there was a neighbor named Tom Redockovich. he workd at Bendix. I doubt he was ever a professional clown but he'd appear at local events. I took this of him at a party in our backyard in the summer of 1958.

the biggest clown encounter of my life was when I was in high school. I took part in a Cleveland Press interview of the legendary Emmet Kelly. he may have been America's most famous clown. as Weary Willie he personified the role of "sad clown." I still have this photo he signd for me that day.

these memories are the result of an unexpectd happening yesterday. after a film screening I stoppd in Sherman's to get a piece for cake to bring home. & there was Harpo the Clown.  he appears in parades & other valley events. apparently he's a graduate of "clown college" at Ringley Brothers. Frank Sinatra paintd him & Snake Jagger has used his image for art pieces. he appeard in a film calld "A Thousand Cuts" (with a cameo by my friend Viga Dean).

Palm Springs International Film Festival

wearing my Ross Bleckner vest

Meryl Streep

Cillian Murphy

Lenny Kravitz & Colman Domingo